SPEECH DAY TODAY!wah...was so nervous before we went on stage...guess it was the same nervousness that killed us...ok,i'll be fair...we didn't do badly this time...instead, it was better compared to our previous performances =) well done choir!but we still need to work on many things...one of which is to overcome our stage fright...i think it really killed us...yeah so anyway,it was ok though we went too fast and too high in hotaru koi and we didn't do our dynamics in gather ye roses...but hey,we stayed in tune in gather ye roses and i'm proud of that,though we were slightly slow in the beginning of the song but no matter...the names of those who will be performing on the thirty-first of march at NAFA for the "Night of Life"(i think) and i'm glad i'm one of them *phew* i mean, i was kind of expecting not to be chosen cuz of my rather flat sound(like sitting on the notes) but a part of me kinda said that "hey you're a senior,sure get selected"...i know...conceited right?but that's not true lo cuz bieing a senior doesn't mean that you'll definitetly have a good sound...this doesn't mean that i think i have a good sound either!i still think i sound quite flat and lzb(lao-zha-bor)...it's not that i didn't try to get rid of it!it's just that i don't really know how...Ms Lee had told us to like support...raise cheekbones...sing from above...place voice higher...yeah i tried but i still think i sound the same...meh...

going to do homework le..

6:06 AM

hey...a quick word to my dear choir gals and 3 boys...
i know that whatever happened yesterday was a really big blow to all of you but hey,don't be disheartened...just put in your very best and i'm sure that things will turn out fine...but this will only work if everyone does it so i guess we'll have to communicate more...i know that i have always been quite hard on you guys but it's for your own good...but work aside, i can be quite open so feel free to approach me or the other seniors if you have any problems, regardless of songs,schoolwork,or maybe social problems but maybe keep that to a minimum =) we are already much better then before i know that you guys can do so much better...it is only a matter of how far you want to go and how much you want it...us seniors won;t be around for long so we hope for you guys to carry on improving and be more independent...work hard kae,in both your studies and in choir...just know that whatever results we get for syf,i'll be proud of you guys...give me a reason to step down completely with an eased mind =)

signing off to do my homework...

P.s. if i ever catch anyone badmouthing any teachers in their blog or something, they'll get it from me...it's just plain rude.

6:14 AM

Hey!back again...am at changi beach club celebrating my cousin's, Dave's, 21st birthday. So old!hahas...since he was enlisted in the ns last december,he has the botak esplanade hairwhich felt prickly when i touched it just now...today had a long day man...had to go to school for bio lesson,english mock oral(which i think i blew),and choir practice...when i got home,it was like around 5.30pm...shower...was like 6.40pm when i left the house...took 27 to tampines and changed bus(29)...and since it was like my first time going there...alone...i was like damn nervous and scared that i'll miss my stop...get off too early...or even miss the bus...and throughout the ride i was like repeating my mum's directions over and over again in my head...(look for changi air base on the right side...take note of left turn into cranswell road...get off at the 3rd stop...) then i was like looking for the freaking air base which i never saw in the end...luckily my mum called man...she was like"where are you now?" and i was like "I DON'T KNOW!" and she asked of there was any road signs and i was like craning my neck and looking for a sign...that place was like freaking ulu lo...a few people on the street and everywhere also dark dark 1...that time was around 8pm already when i finally reach...my mum waited for me at the bus stop and brought me to the chalet when i arrived...saw many of Dave's friends around...greeted by ebi(my cuz's maltese) who i carried around for sometime after that...had dinner(pineapple rice...bee hoon...sausage with capsicum...prawn...mushroom...honey dew...et cetra)...sang Dave birthday song(english,chinese and cantonese...his friends was like staring and laughing)had cake...took pictures with him...i think he drank too much cuz he came into the room, which i hid in to blog about this, with my aunt carol and soon after that,puked in the washroom...ester said that he puked out his cake and he was like "you go and look for what?" and she was like "i was just standing there and happen to see it" lols...hmm...11.10pm now...hope i can get home in time to catch my "beauty sleep" hahas...tomorrow have to get up at 7am...haix...choir performance and practice tomorrow...

TTFN...

7:45 AM

Heyo everyone!hmm...my blog's been dead for quite sometime right, so i guess i'll share alittle of what's been happening around me...

Mock exams: oh gosh that was a pain man, two weeks of mock exams and had to study everyday and plus the ASP's and choir practices, i was so damn exhausted...

14/3: that was the day i went to kbox for the first time in my life. yeah, i know, very sua ku right?hahas...it was ok, had alot of fun...went with teacher teo, aunt carol, uncle edmund, aunt jenny, my mum and ennie who came later on with ken. Uncle edmucd was like picking songs like happy birthday and the cantonese version...then i picked a couple too...was afraid to sing at first 'cause i was afraid of what my family would think but i loosened up after awhile 'cause no one cared how badly someone sang 'cause they themselves sang off-key too hahas...

Today: went to bugis street for the first time...i know i know...even more sua ku right?like mountain treefrog hor...anyways,i was like "wow...it's like i'm back in hong kong" cuz it's like quite similar except that the streets are narrower and that there are more people in hong kong...bought a tshirt and earrings...i was like perspiring like hell...was wearing my house tshirt cuz i went to meet my mum at plaza sing directly after choir practice that day...went to bras basah to look for last year's tys for oral communications cuz teacher wants us to do holiday homework based on that...sian ar...

hmm...i guess there's nothing else for now...till next time then! >.o

6:02 AM